haii,, sobrng sya at pgod kmi kgbi..! ngpractce kce cla bet sa haus nmn eh..! tpos kng anu anu pngga2wa nmn..!! hehehe..!! sana maulit pah ulit 2ouh..! tpos cee keesh k MU nia cee ainie..!! yikkee..!! kinklig..!! woohoo..!! saya tlga..! sooo aun til hir nlan mna..!!

tmwag skin chii mikee nng mon. ng gbi..!! den sbi nia ppnta daw sha sa st. paul sa wed..!! [sept. 29] haii,, soo mki2ta koh na xa...! ang tgal koh n kxe ndi a nki2ta eh..! nd for da frst tym maguusp n kmi sa personl.. kxe dti ngka2hyaan kmi eh..! kya un..!! haii,, sna wed. na i'm sooo very excted n mkita at mkausp xa..!! hehehe sooo aun..!! den bukas nga pla..! pu2nta dito ceela bet, keesh, far2, gurly, blanchie nd mdmi pah..!! di2 kxe cla mgpra2ctce eh..!! exctd rim me dun.. hehe.. sooo aun til hir nlan..!!

haii, tgal koh nrin ndi nkpagpost di2..! nwei, last sept. 18.. dat was a saturday..!! tmwag cee bet at inmbita me pmnta sa pp ksma xee keesh..! soo aun ntloy kmi.. while at da mall, ang dmi nmn nkta na rosenan nd nkita p nmn cee ms. luyon..!! haii,, miss koh n tlga ang taro..!! tpos pmnta kmi sa bhay ni keesh at ngpictah pictah..!! hehehe.. tpos kausap nmn cee tiara den knha ni bet ung fone key keesha nd bgla daw mey tmwa..! n prang joker.. den bnba nia ung fone na hndi mn lng ngba2ye key tiara..!! hehe.. pti nga kmi ni keesh nata2kot eh.. pro nng tnnong koh key tiara kng anu un, tv lng pla.. hehe..!! nd nkachat koh p nga cee rain eh..!! pro ndi nia me kla2.. hehe..! sooo aun..! ang saya tlga ng araw n un..!! 18...!! haii.. no. rin yan ni rain..! uala lng..!! soo aun.. til hir nlan mna..!!

oh..! dis is a poem na gnwa ni issa..! nkita koh lng poh i2 sa blog nya..! related xa skin..!!



Tama Na...

Akala ko naubos ang pagmamahal ko para sa iyo
Noong iniwan mo akong nag-iisa
Di pa rin pala nawala iyon kahit alam kong masasaktan lang ako
Di pa rin tumigil ang puso ko sa pagmamahal sa iyo

Sana’y malaman mo kung gaano ka kahalaga sa akin
Iniwan ko sila para lamang sa iyo
Akala ko’y magiging masaya ang lahat
Pero nagkamali ako, ganito lang pala ang maaabutan ko

Ngayon ko lang nalaman kung gaano mo ako sinaktan
Naging manhid ako noong ako’y iyong iniwan
Siguro dapat di na lang kita nakilala
Siguro nga dapat hindi na lang kita minahal

Pero huli na ang lahat para sa pagsisisi
Hindi na talaga natin maibabalik ang dati
Siguro baliktad lang talaga ang takbo ng mundo
Noong mahalin kita at iwanan mo lang ako

Oo, alam kong nagkamali ako
Noong magdesisyon akong limutin ang lahat ng ito
Pero hindi ko iyon nagawa, nagsisi lang ako
Sa pagkukunwaring makakahanap ako ng isang katulad mo

Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses mo na ko sinaktan
At kung ilang beses mo na rin ako iniwan
Sabi mo intindihin na lamang kita
Pero hanggang kailan pa? Kapag wala ka na?

Hindi ko alam kung tama ang desisyong aking ginawa
Pero hindi iyon naging ganoong kadali
Halos maubos na ang aking mga luha
Ngunit hindi ko pa rin malimutan ang lahat ng nangyari

Hindi ko na maintindihan ang aking sarili
Oo, inaamin ko, mahal pa rin kita
Pero hindi na tuald ng dati
Na gagawin ko ang lahat, makita lang kita masaya

Hindi ko na alam kung anong susunod na mangyayari
Pero isa lang ang alam ko, hindi na maibabalik ang dati
Siguro nga kabaliwan ang umasa na mamahalin mo rin ako
Siguro balang araw, babaliktad muli ang takbo ng mundo

Mahal kita pero gusto ko nang limutin ka
Ayoko nang masaktan pa.. sawa na ko.. tama na..
Alam ko namang mas masaya ka kapag kasama mo siya
Malaya ka na.......... ngayon, sumama ka na sa kanya......

uala lng..! gus2 koh lng magpost..!! hehe.. ang boring kxe eh..!! nkaonlyn nga nmn ci rain, pro ndi koh xa mchat kxe...uhm.. bstah!! eh ndi nmn nkonlyn ci vanilla!! epal..! uala lng..! cge til hir nlan mna..!! hehehe..!

1.
wat if
i
nevr
met u?
perhaps
lyf
wud suck!
bigtym!
but hey,
snap
bak 2
reality...
we met.
we're frendz..
and bcoz of dat,
lyf's worth livin'!!!

2..
uR 1
of d'
coolest
things
lyf evr
slapped
me..
watever
d' future
may hold'
i
wil alwys
b der 4 u..
coz'
as long as
i
hav u!
LIFE ROCKS!!!

3...
i'm just
an
ordinary
frend
dat soon
u wil 4get
u may
not b
botherd
by my
absens
nor by
my presens
but in my heart
i'll...........
keep...........
YOU..............
FOREVER.......

4....
i was
at dat
ship
thnkn
of u,
wen i
lukd down,
i dropd a
tear in2
d' ocean,
i made
a swear
dat until
sum1 fnds
it,
dat's d'
only tym
i'l stop
luvng
YOU!!!

5.....
some frends
4get..

some move
away..

some keep
silent..

some just
change..

but i'm not 1 of dem......
i'm just hir..now & olweiz.....

6......
u myt tHnk dT m D kNd Hu sEs "i LoVe yOu!"
jUz 4 fUn.. wEL, m nOt! i mAy fOoL aRoUnD w/
tHngs bT wEn iT cUmz 2 mY fiLingS, i nvR Lie..
So Lyk
i sEd: "MHAL PO KTA!SOBRA!

7.......
my
love
is
lyk
a
basketbol,
mny
ppol
tryd
shooting
it
in
but
only
a
few
score,
wana
try
a
shot?
nah!!
no
nid..
coz u've olredy won
my heart, my lyf,my game....

8........
if dyin is d' only way 2 b ur angel, i'd rather die
so i can hold ur hand each tym u are in pain 4 u
2 fil my presence & know how much i love you!!!

9.........
i'l nvr
wnt to
c u
on my
syd
nor infront
of me.
i olweiz
wnt 2
c u
at my
back
so dat
i cn
protect
u...
bcoz
i prefer
2 suffer
ol d'
pain
b4 it
catches
u...

10..........
i tot i don't luv u, i tot ur juz a frnd but wen i luk
at u i juz cnnot pretend, i thnk i'm juz scard 2
reveal wat i fil coz dip insyd i know wat i fil 4 u
is real....

I refuse to wait for you any longer. There was a
time in my life when I would have saved myself
for you alone. In my heart no one else would do.
I belonged to no one else but you. That isn't me
anymore. My heart finally caught up with my brain
and I finally saw that all of it was just nothing
but fantasies. Dreams that only I wanted. There
was no hope left for us. As each day passed, it
became clearer to me that it was never meant to
be. We were never meant to be. I refuse to live
in the past. What we shared lives in the past, it
doesn't control me any longer. Don't get me
wrong, I will forever treasure it but I won't let
it hold me back. I won't let it ruin who I was
and who I am now. For a time, I almost forgot who
I was without you. I'll never let that happen
again. I won't ever lose myself again.

I refuse to fight anymore. For several months
now, I've been fighting. I've been fighting for
our friendship and for us. However, no matter
what I do, I seem to be losing. Whenever I feel
as if I'm going to buckle down because of the
pressure, the thought that somehow maybe you
are
fighting for us too kept me going. But months
have passed, I haven't heard from you. Somehow I
finally realized that I was the only one fighting
for us. I was doing everything I could possibly
can for someone who was and never will be mine.

I refuse to believe that you didn't love me.
Somehow, someway, I know that I have a place in
your heart. You may not have been able to love me
the way I wanted you to love me but I know that
even for just a second, you really did love me.

I refuse to lose hope. It may not be you. It may
take me forever to find him, but I will. Tears
have been streaming down my cheeks for too long
but not anymore. I have learned so many things
from all this. Things that I felt should have
been taught to me some other less painful way but
somehow I don't regret it. It made me stronger.
It made me look inside myself and really see who
I really am and not who I thought I was. Hope
kept me going. The hope for better things to
come, the same hope that one day I will finally
be over you.

xeeno ba2gay skin..?!

cee vanilla o cee rain?!

ung nka sunglasses cee vanilla..
nd ung sumooosunod sa galaw nag hair cee rain..!!

if u are trustwOrthy,, pwde stin stin lng 2..!!
salamat..!!